I feel so down. It feels like we're drifting apart. I try not to think that, because I don't want it to be true. I know we're both busy with work, and he has his social life and I have mine, and the bloody time difference is a bitch to deal with. But it's a little unsettling.

I mean, I miss him. I honestly do. He's on my mind even when I'm busy dealing with crap all day. But how much does he miss me? I honestly don't know.

3 more weeks and I'll be off to Europe for 11 days. That's 11 days without internet (well, hopefully there will be some internet cafes or something). That means 11 days of no communication. Ok, maybe there'll be a few texts here and there, but even those are sparse now, when there used to be at least one every day.

I know I sound like I'm just being a whiny brat, wanting attention from my boyfriend. But I don't think it's too much to ask for at least a little acknowledgement that I'm on his mind.

Internship's ending soon. Can't wait. Only 2 more weeks.

41 days. Seems like an eternity.