Wow, I've been rather lazy about updating. Hehe.
Valentine's Day was great, although the night did end on a rather sour note. But overall it was wonderful not to have to spend it alone after 18 years of not having someone to spend Valentine's Day with.
My birthday was nothing to write home about either. Had a nice dinner with friends and watched All The Boys Love Mandy Lane. Not a very nice movie. Lovely presents from my lovely friends too! :) My favourite? Armani Code for Women! :D (I guess we all know who it's from!)
I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I feel depressed and have weird mood swings. I just feel all over the damn place. Is something wrong with me? Am I just worrying for nothing as usual? I have so much work to do and my grades haven't exactly been great in the first semester, so alot is at stake in this second semester. Being depressed and gloomy isn't exactly helping me out. I feel like breaking down into tears in the middle of the day for reasons that delude even myself. Sometimes I even feel like hurting myself on purpose just so I'll feel some pain so I have a reason for having red weepy eyes.
I'm such a wreck. No wonder that's gonna happen.
