I guess everyone's gotta start somewhere right? Usually at the bottom of the pile. Oh wells. What to do? I need this to chock up work experience. Only 8 more weeks to go. THANK THE LORD.

My mom is INSANE. She's driving me up the wall. (I know, what's new, right?) This morning she came barging into my bedroom at 7.35am, yes, 7.35am, and screamed at me to get out of bed or she'd throw water on me.

WHAT THE FUCK KINDA CRAZED, INSANE LUNATIC HAVE U GIVEN ME AS A MOTHER, GOD?!

Seriously, I just can't wait to get back to UK. At least there I have peace. (And my mom said, how the hell do u wake up early over there?! U must be lying!) I don't know. Somehow, over there, I just can get up at whatever time I set my alarm. But here, it's like my brain doesn't function.

Only 83 more bloody days to go.

You gotta be fucking kidding me.

I have to do WHAT?!

Un-fucking-believable.

Next Monday, welcome to hell. Literally. I have to get up at 7am, take the train to Tuas, and do stock taking in, and I quote my colleague, "a very hot, smelly and dirty place".

WHAT THE FUCK?!

Great. Well, at least I won't actually have to do any thinking. All I have to do is count barrels of, albeit smelly, chemicals.

Wonderful. I love my life.

Can't believe it's only Tuesday. Sigh. Time seems to just crawl.

Seems ironic. Last time I was back, I didn't want to go back at all, and time just flew past in a blink of an eye. But now, I'm dying to return to good ol' Nottingham. Well, I guess the heart wants what it wants, eh? ;)

Work's going ok so far. Really boring tedious stuff I'm doing, and quite mindless too. But that's fine by me. :) It seems that what I'm really learning is the software. Just 43 more days of work. Can't freakin' wait.

Dad's going to Medan (again!) for a business trip Wednesday through Friday. Sigh. Just gonna be the three of us. GREAT. :(

This song holds extremely true for me. Having been hurt in the past makes it so hard to accept what's happening.

Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Have you ever missed someone so much it feels like a part of you is gone?

Ok, maybe that was abit over the top melodramatic.

But what I mean to say is along those lines. Truth is, I'm afraid. I don't wanna get hurt again. The wounds have never really healed.

I guess what I'm saying is that I'm afraid to fall in love with you.

Ok, I know this is unbelievably crazy for me to post up. But I love this song, and it's very, very apt for me right now.

I've started interning at my mom's office. Yeah, I know. INSANE. I MUST BE LOCO. But beggars can't be fucking choosers. :(

10 weeks of pure torture. Just wonderful.

At least it's only another 13 weeks till I see him again. Another 91 days. Ah, bliss. :)

The last 2 days have just been surreal.

Sucks that I gotta leave in less than a week. :(

Anyways. Photos from Alton Towers trip last Friday.

Oblivion. The scariest ride. It's a vertical drop into a black hole. Needless to say, I didn't go on it. Haha.

Next, the gardens in Alton Towers. Had a nice walk in there. :)

In the Haunted Hollow.

Cute little ducklings.

Me and Kan.

Rukshan, me, Tsolmo and James.

Group shot.

More photos later. Blogger is annoying me now.

Another splendid day. Sigh.

Feeling wistful now.

Just a brief update on what I've been doing over the weekend.

After a perfect Friday, went to Manchester on Saturday. Was sunny and warm. Met up with the twins and had lunch and a spot of shopping. Great fun. Cancellation of bloody trains ain't fun though. Had to wait a freakin' hour for the next stupid train.

Sunday was spent lazing around. Went to town for awhile with Lucy, Doaa, and Kan, and then headed to Wollaton Park for a walk. There was a vintage carshow on. Pity I didn't bring my camera with me. Saw some really gorgeous cars.

Today was spent watching movies. Watched House of Wax, and American Pie 1 and 2. Great fun. Was lovely day out today, except it was rather windy and got abit chilly in the evening.

Gonna go to Hampton Court Palace in London tomorrow. Promise I'll take as many photos as I can. If it's good weather, it'll be extra lovely.

Ok, I think that just about sums it up. Gotta crash now. Wakeup call's at the ungodly hour of 4.30am. Sigh. My body's a-crying.

I've had the best night ever.

Went for dinner at this really nice cosy Italian restaurant and had the most yummy pizza. I swear, the crust was super thin, and the toppings were quite generous. Yum. Might also be that the company's good. :)

Oh yes! Exams finally over! Haha how could I forget?! Hope I did fine for them. Went to Media for ISB party with the gang. Didn't bring my camera though, so gotta wait for pictures from my various friends. Great fun, but music was crap. Haha. Haven't had crazy fun for such a long time. Gonna miss all my friends who are graduating this year. :(

I'm a very happy girl now. :D

My foot popped. Haha.