I had a dream about you;

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

What do you do when it's Christmas and he's fast asleep and you're feeling lonely and neglected?

Yes, you blog.

It's officially Christmas. This has got to be the worst one ever so far (well, Christmas Eve technically). Every year I always spend Christmas Eve staying up waiting for it to be midnight. Yeah, this year's the first with him, but honestly, I'd much rather be spending it with my girlfriends. At least we know how to have fun.

A very Merry Christmas to everyone out there. Hope your Christmas turns out better than mine.

I dreamt of you at 12:29 AM

Friday, December 21, 2007

The other song I love from the movie Enchanted. Here's So Close, by Jon McLaughlin. This song made me cry in the movie, when Amy Adams and Patrick Dempsey (aka Doctor McDreamy from Grey's Anatomy for those who don't know) were dancing in the ballroom at the King and Queen's Ball.

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting

Waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted

To hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far

We are

So close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming

For we know we are

So close

And still so far

-Jon McLaughlin-

Listen to the song and tell me u don't feel tears well up in your eyes. It's such a sweet song. Sadly, it reminds of something that's happened a few days back, and makes the song even more meaningful for me. Oh don't worry, nothing tragically terrible occured. But I think I've stumbled upon something that probably shouldn't be too much of a surprise to me, but oh wells, I'm rambling again, so I think I should just get back to my work and throw all those silly thoughts out of this unbelievable idiotic mind of mine.

I dreamt of you at 1:01 AM

Just got back from a fun girls' night out. I needed that boost of crazy girl talk and laughter. Had dessert at Santa Fe before the movie. Nice restaurant. Shall go there for dinner maybe

Watched the Disney movie, Enchanted. Such a delightful, beautiful fairytale movie. Sigh. :)

Here are the lyrics of the song Carrie Underwood sang for the movie's soundtrack, Ever Ever After. I'm putting up the music video too so you guys can give it a listen. Really nice song. Will put up music videos of the songs in the movie too if I can find them.

Ever ever after

Storybook endings
Fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we wanna believe they still do
In our secretest heart
Its our favorite part of the story
Let's just admit we all wanna make it to

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion
Wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's realest by making believe
Unafraid, Unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you its not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart

Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels its flying
Your head feels its spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted
You just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe its just one wish away
Your ever ever after

Ever ever ever after
I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
Oh ever ever after

-Carrie Underwood-

I'm definitely dragging him to watch this movie. Don't care what he says. This movie is a must-watch for you romantics (and the cynical, not-so-romantic ones) out there. :) Lots of life lessons in it. As all Disney movies are, I suppose.

I dreamt of you at 12:30 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

So, when I said I'd post after Christmas or New Year, who knew I'd be back so fast? Must be something in the water here that makes me blog. Ha. Ha ha. Ha ha ha. Blah.

The days pass fast here. I suppose it's because of the absolute lack of sunshine. Hopefully it's nice and bright on Sunday. :)

Again, I shall post lovely, lovely lyrics. :D I might have posted this song before, but oh wells. Deal with it.

To make a mountain of

Your life is just a choice

But I never learned enough

To listen to the voice that told me

Always love

Hate will get you every time

Always love

Don't wait ‘til the finish line

Slow demands come 'round

Squeeze the air and keep the rest out

It helps to write it down

Even when you then cross it out

But always love

Hate will get you every time

Always love

Even when you want to fight

Self-directed lives

I want to know what it'd be like to

Aim so high above

Every card that you get dealt you

Always love

Hate will get you every time

Always love

Hate will get you

And I've been held back by something, yeah

You said to me quietly on the stairs

I've been held back by something, yeah
You said to me quietly on the stairs

You said

Hey you good ones

To make a mountain of
Your life is just a choice
But I never learned enough
To listen to the voice that told me

Always love
Hate will get you every time
Always love
Hate will get you

I've been held back by something, yeah

You said to me quietly on the stairs
You said
Hey you good ones
Hey you good ones

Hey you good ones

-Nada Surf-

Work sucks. Feel slightly suicidal. Ugh. I am so emo at the moment, it's not even funny. Sigh. Ok, shall go drown my sorrows in... Great. Don't even have anything here to drown my sorrows in. Back to fascinating management accounting. Yay.

I dreamt of you at 10:51 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

It's that time of year again.

Christmas. Happy faces all round, surrounded by bright twinkling fairy lights. But this year, I'm not so sad to bear witness to all the festivities.

He's made my life seem worth living. I know, how corny it sounds, right? And how totally cliched. But somehow, as much as I hate to admit it, it's true. We fight, we squabble, we row. But then we make up and everything's great again. Somehow, I feel lucky to have him in my life.

Another 4 days till I see him. God, I miss him so much. Living alone (well, not really alone since there other people in the flat, but they're always gone so I might as well be living alone) brings my spirits down.

I've drawn up a schedule so I can hopefully get quite some revision done before I see him. So far, I'm failing miserably. Thursday will be required to do some last minute Christmas shopping. Christmas dinner with friends in the flat on Saturday. That should be fun.

Ugh. Stomach's feeling very bloated. I just had a huge dinner of bacon, chicken and mushroom omelette. Yum! :) I am quite the cook, if I may say so myself. :P

Alrighty. It's back to work for me. Shall hopefully update again before the new year, but if not, it'll be after my exams in January. So till then, Merry Christmas and a very happy New Year! Ta, everyone!

I dreamt of you at 6:05 PM