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Saturday, July 07, 2007



Anyone who ever said that relationships are easy is very wrong. And anyone who said that long-distance relationships are tolerable is extremely wrong.
Where do I stop before I cross the line? I don't wanna be one of those girlfriends who obsess constantly about her boyfriend, wondering what he's up to, who he's with or whatever. But it's hard. He isn't constantly on my mind, but when he's in my thoughts, it's difficult to push him out again.
We've only known each other, what, slightly more than 2 months. And we've only officially come out about our relationship for less than a week. Ok, we've actually become exclusive about 4 weeks, but I didn't know if he'd acknowledged that. So we'll take our exclusivity as the day we actually officially changed our relationship status.
Sigh. There are moments like these when I really hate being 11,000 miles away from him. I guess it's just not knowing where he is and what he's doing. Yes, I trust him wholeheartedly. I know, so contradictory, right? But tell me, doesn't everyone get that tiny smidgen of doubt now and then?
It's not that I don't have a life. Ok, that's not true. I don't have a life. At least here I don't. Everyday it's just routine. Wake up, go to work, come home from work, maybe talk to him online, sleep, and the cycle begins all over again.
Sigh. Only 7 weeks more of work. It ain't that bad, just extremely tedious and boring entering of data. But I'm hangin' in there! :)
Just another 76 days. This one's a little harder to muscle through. Slowly but surely though, the days will go by. :)
Guess this is gonna be one of those disgustingly depressing posts. Whoever thought that now that my relationship status has changed, I'd still post such morbid posts again! Haha! Watched Must Love Dogs earlier, starring the smouldering Dermot Mulroney, the very cute John Cusack (one of my favourite actors), and the very charming Diane Lane. If you guys have yet to watch this movie, I swear to God, watch it! I guess this movie speaks to me in a way. How it speaks to me, I can't say. :P But some of you who've heard the story and watched the movie, guess you'll understand the reason why! :D
I got this off Dawn Yang's blog. It just felt so apt that I couldn't help but put it up here too. :)

"Distance is to relationships like wind is to fire....it extinguishes the small flames, but makes the great ones burn even brighter."


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