Can't believe it's only Tuesday. Sigh. Time seems to just crawl.
Seems ironic. Last time I was back, I didn't want to go back at all, and time just flew past in a blink of an eye. But now, I'm dying to return to good ol' Nottingham. Well, I guess the heart wants what it wants, eh? ;)
Work's going ok so far. Really boring tedious stuff I'm doing, and quite mindless too. But that's fine by me. :) It seems that what I'm really learning is the software. Just 43 more days of work. Can't freakin' wait.
Dad's going to Medan (again!) for a business trip Wednesday through Friday. Sigh. Just gonna be the three of us. GREAT. :(
You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away
Cos you give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing but I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart
You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream
You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing but I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart
But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway
Cos you give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing but I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos you give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing but I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart
Know my heart
Know my heart
Know my heart
-James Morrison-
This song holds extremely true for me. Having been hurt in the past makes it so hard to accept what's happening.
Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Have you ever missed someone so much it feels like a part of you is gone?
Ok, maybe that was abit over the top melodramatic.
But what I mean to say is along those lines. Truth is, I'm afraid. I don't wanna get hurt again. The wounds have never really healed.
I guess what I'm saying is that I'm afraid to fall in love with you.
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream
