Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
And you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose
-Westlife-
Ok, I think I may have posted these lyrics up before, but heck. I know love and relationships is all about give and take. But sometimes, (and I know alot of girls out there have experienced this and will wholeheartedly agree with me) I feel that I'm always the one giving. Don't get me wrong, I want nothing more than to make him feel happy, because when I see him smile, it makes me smile too. But then, there are times when I get this knawing feeling that I've always pushed away, that returns with a vengeance, that he cares about me, but only when he wants and likes to.
I know guys function totally different from girls. Girls think WAY too much, whereas guys have one thought and act upon it. Plain and simple. So I'm trying to see it from that angle. Maybe he had a bad day and just wanted to relax. I don't know. It's just so confusing. Maybe it'll all get better soon.
