Yes, yesterday's feelings are still around, although I'm looking at in from a different perspective now.
I guess the only way to put into words the way I really feel is to once again borrow the words of a song.
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
Wasn't I supposed to be someone
Who can face the things that I've been running from
Let me feel
I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived
Just a little
I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me
Let me feel
I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived
Just a little
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
I wanna be somebody
I, I wanna be somebody
Who can face the things that I've been running from
Let me feel
I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived
It's October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year's come and gone
And nothing's changed at all
-Bethany Joy Lenz-
As a wise man once said, "Just let it happen." ;)
Well, to that I say,
"Let me fall
Evenif I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived"
