There's a vintage fashion show tomorrow at Kudos. Should I go? But that means I'll have to dress up, which I really can't be bothered to do these days. Damn those bloody blisters! It's freakin' cold and dry these days, so the wounds keep cracking open again. ARGH!

Anyways, got my results back today. Not very happy with them. I only got 2 first class grades and the rest are only 2:2s. Damn annoyed. It makes me even more pissed off when I heard the grades my "friend" got. Apparently she did really well, but what makes me annoyed is that she hardly studied for the exams and she played all the way up till one week before the exams. It really pisses me off when I have to work so hard, only to be handed a mediocre transcript, whilst other people enjoy life and play all the time, and only work at the last minute, and get fantastic results. It's bloody unfair, I tell u.

FUCK THOSE PEOPLE.

Oh wells. I guess I really have to buck up this time. No way am I gonna have lousy grades this semester. NO WAY! Gonna study my ass off, more than last semester. I don't care, even if I get an aneursym. MUST STUDY! 3 hours a day, everyday, outside of school.

I feel like crying just thinking about it and looking at my transcript again. :(

Aww, I miss home so much. No one to bitch to about my "friends". At least back in those good ol' KC days, I could turn to my best friend and complain about anything under the sky. I feel so alienated. Like I'm stuck in some unknown void. I don't belong to the world here in the UK, but neither do I belong to the warm and sunny world of Singapore. I hardly know what's going on back home with my friends, unless updated by some of my friends. But MSN is so unreliable, and it's such a bloody hassle to type. So tiring. Sigh. And over here, I feel like I'm surrounded by inane goofs. I'm amongst the youngest here, but yet I feel so much older than all the rest of them.

Thinking about Valentine's Day now. Oh my God, down that everlasting spiral I go again. URGH. 9 bloody days to seeing lovey-dovey idiotic couples walking around.

I swear to God, do not piss me off as we get closer to the most commercialised, depressing time of year.

I feel like screaming and tearing my hair out. :(

But before I do, here are 2 songs that I love. Of course, they're from One Tree Hill (where else would u look for the best music choices?). Both are sung by Michelle Featherstone. The first one is God Bless The Child, which is rather sad. It played in episode 16 of Season 3, with the school shooting. Very touching song.