Did I disappoint you, or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty, or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun
Yes, I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night
It may be over, but it won't stop there
I am here for you, if you'd only care
You touched my heart
You touched my soul
You changed my life and all my goals
And love is blind and that I knew when
My heart was blinded by you
I've kissed your lips and held your head
Shared your dreams and shared your bed
I know you well
I know your smell
I've been addicted to you
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
I am a dreamer but when I wake
You can't break my spirit
It's my dreams you take
And as you move on, remember me
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
I'd be the father of your child
I'd spend a lifetime with you
I know your fears and you know mine
We've had our doubts but now we're fine
And I love you, I swear that's true
I cannot live without you
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
And I still hold your hand in mine
In mine when I'm asleep
And I will bear my soul in time
When I'm kneeling at your feet
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
You have been the one
You have been the one for me
I'm so hollow, baby
I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
I'm so hollow, baby
I'm so hollow
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
-James Blunt-
The lyrics to this song are just so beautiful, u can't help but to tear up a little. I know, so dramatic right? But it's true. I love this song. I know it's a pretty old song (I'm not very up to date with the music scene back home. I just hear songs from various TV shows or movies and if I like them, then I'll download them.), but who cares?
Anyways, Give it a listen on the music thingie I've put up.
It's such a haunting song. Gives me the chills (not scary ones, pleasant ones) whenever I listen to it. I love the piano in it. So beautiful. And the lyrics, gosh. Wow. I wish I could have a relationship that speaks of such passion and intensity. (If u watch the music video for this song, u'll understand. It has Mischa Barton in it, so if the song doesn't speak to u (which u have to be some kind of stone to not feel anything when u hear this song), watch it for the steamy action between the hot and sexy Mischa and some guy.) Here I am, almost 19, and I've never even had a serious boyfriend, much less a serious relationship of that kind of caliber.
Here I go again. But then can u blame me? Left and right, all my single friends are coupling up, falling in love one after the other. And I'm left bloody hell ALONE.
God must hate me. (Cue Simple Plan's "God Must Hate Me".)
Ok, enough crap. Last paper tomorrow. So I just have to push through for another couple hours and after 11am tomorrow, it's PARTY-TIME!!!
And if I don't go shopping after my exam tomorrow, and I'm in a pleasant mood, I may just upload long forgotten (and awaited maybe?) photos. :)
