I HATE NOT HAVING MY COMPUTER.

I'm back in Newark Hall. Bleagh. Feel so lonely. Have u ever felt that even when u're surrounded by people, u still feel alone? Cos that's exactly how I feel. I can't wait to go home to dear old Singapore, where I have people I'm comfortable with. Only another 72 more days. The countdown continues.

It's 5 more days to exams and I'm getting more jittery by the day. I really don't wanna disappoint my parents by getting lousy grades, especially for the first set of exams. Man, it's really stressful. I'm so scared.

I think I'm gonna apply for the Student Exchange programme at NUS and University of New South Wales. Trouble is, I have to find compatible modules for the semester I'm gonna choose to study abroad, which is a terrible pain in the ass.

Should I or not? I mean, doing this whole exchange thing means that I'm gonna have to start anew for awhile all over again, and then coming back to Nottingham after a couple months later than my friends means that I'll be sort of alienated from them (U know how people are.). As u can see, I've chosen NUS too, because I miss home so much, and like my dad said, it would be good for me to experience studying in a Singapore university after studying in the UK for 2 years already. Plus, I'd be saving on other expenses, like accommodation, travelling and food.

Ok, I better run now. Gonna go do some work now. I'm supposed to post my New Year's resolutions. But not now. So till next time, tata!