Well! Maybe there still is hope.
Just returned from Ryan's room. Was hanging out with some of my friends after Ryan and I had out midnight supper of fried chicken. (Heaven, I tell u!) Man, I had so much fun! Haven't laughed so much in such a long time. Haha! Every topic under the sun, we managed to talk about it. You name it, we laughed about it. Great fun hanging out with the guys.
Went to the city with Janine today. Almost did splurge on a gorgeous red turtleneck at Zara, but managed to restrain myself. Then met up with Ryan and the others. Bought a vase of pretty fake orange daisies at Wilkinson, and then we headed back in time for dinner at 5.30pm. (Damn early, but my friends were hungry, so yeah.) Pepperoni pizza! Yum!
After dinner, packed my room. Now, it's not as messy as before! At least cleared one of my storage boxes. My desk still has a ton of crap on it, but I'm too tired to go deal with it right now, so I guess I'll just leave it. (There's a banana rotting away on my table. Better dump it tomorrow. LOL.) Then went up to Ryan's room to study. Didn't get much done, cos I was so tired. I did read a couple topics of Economics from my old notes, before I fell asleep around 8pm. Was nearly 9pm when I woke up, hearing Ryan teach Janine how to fight. (He practices Wing Chun, which is like a branch of Kung Fu.)
So, perhaps things are ok after all. Sure hope so! I've learnt something. Don't put too much heart and thought into these kinda things, otherwise you surely will be heartbroken and hurt in the process.
Ok, I'm off to bed now. Damn tired. Gonna take it slow tomorrow.