I'm feeling that familiar ache in my heart again. It's almost a physical pain, which worsens with each sigh I heave.

Watching movies alone is when it becomes the worse, especially if they're sappy love stories. Just watched The Lakehouse, starring Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves (so hot!). The ending is so sweet, but so very anticlimax! But I did shed some tears at the particularly heartrending part where Kate (Sandra Bullock) is trying desperately to save Alex (Keanu Reeves) from dying by writing the note and placing it in the letterbox. The feeling was so overwhelming, I almost couldn't breathe. Somewhere in the middle of the story, as Alex was searching for Kate, I thought to myself, if your special someone had their arms around you as you watched the movie together, the feeling wouldn't be so crushing. To me, the feeling seems to intensify even more when u're alone.

Ok, fine. I'm such a girl. Whatever. Watch the movie and u'll see what I mean. Of course, it ain't just the movie. Ah, never mind.

Also borrowed Constantine from my friend and just watched it. Watching that right after a touching love story is like having a bat swung at your head. Man, the graphics are so horrendous! The storyline's pretty ok, a little crap. You know, your usual struggle between good and evil. But the special effects are awesome. Worth the watch.

Well, only got one lecture tomorrow at 3pm, so I'll have some free time in the morning. Gonna go to the Goose Fair tomorrow evening. It's some travelling fair/carnival, apparently the largest one in Europe. I'll take more photos, promise.

Sigh. Why am I feeling like this, so morose? Been in this mood the whole day already. What the hell. It's like something heavy is pressing down on my chest. I don't want people to ask questions and frankly speaking, I don't want them to know. So all day long, I've had a mask on to hide my true feelings.